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To be bestfriends for most of your life is to be like Sisters
To lie and throw kindness back is to be like Enemies
9 years of our life we laughed at each others jokes,
Talked about all the guys we liked
Joking around saying we'd be "Mrs" such and such
9 years we cried at each others pain,
As if it were both of ours...
Lended our shoulder to each other, to be each others Pillar of Strength.
It's true we fought, but never paid much attention to how close it brought us
And in 9 years we've probably forgiven each other hundreds, if not thousands, of times
Sometimes... over the silliest things, but we laugh about it later
9 years you've been my Sister,
the closest bond between two people
9 years you've been my confidante,
I could never not tell you something
9 years you listened,
Even if you thought that it was the silliest thing on Earth
9 years... you were there for me
9 years your family has been my family
And my family yours
You even fought as much as I did, with my own brother
Eventhough we went to different schools, made different friends
We still remained close
Can you remember my first year of soccer with you?
We were at each others houses every weekend
Man how we smiled about that, even years later
9 years is a long time...
And now it's gone.
To lie and throw kindness back is to be like Enemies
9 years of our life we laughed at each others jokes,
Talked about all the guys we liked
Joking around saying we'd be "Mrs" such and such
9 years we cried at each others pain,
As if it were both of ours...
Lended our shoulder to each other, to be each others Pillar of Strength.
It's true we fought, but never paid much attention to how close it brought us
And in 9 years we've probably forgiven each other hundreds, if not thousands, of times
Sometimes... over the silliest things, but we laugh about it later
9 years you've been my Sister,
the closest bond between two people
9 years you've been my confidante,
I could never not tell you something
9 years you listened,
Even if you thought that it was the silliest thing on Earth
9 years... you were there for me
9 years your family has been my family
And my family yours
You even fought as much as I did, with my own brother
Eventhough we went to different schools, made different friends
We still remained close
Can you remember my first year of soccer with you?
We were at each others houses every weekend
Man how we smiled about that, even years later
9 years is a long time...
And now it's gone.
It seems very likely that my bestfriend and I are no longer friends as of today... whether it'll stay that way I don't know... but I can tell you I've cried a lot today... on the way to school when I recieved her hurtful sms, at school when my friends wanted to know wot was wrong, when I got home... when it was final.
Wot she's done has happened before but I looked past it then... because I cared too much to let something like it mean the end of a good friendship. I never cared too much about wanting to know why she did it... it wasn't as important as our friendship. I found out recently and realised it was simply a misunderstanding, and was glad I trusted my instincts and fought for our friendship by going to her house and sitting there and talking until she talked back.
But now it's happened again... and I just can't do it again... this time she's going to have to fight for it too. So that it won't happen again.. or at least, I hope, not so easily. She hurt me a lot last time and this time is no different. If not it's even more hurtful... because she shows she doesn't trust me...
Wot she's done has happened before but I looked past it then... because I cared too much to let something like it mean the end of a good friendship. I never cared too much about wanting to know why she did it... it wasn't as important as our friendship. I found out recently and realised it was simply a misunderstanding, and was glad I trusted my instincts and fought for our friendship by going to her house and sitting there and talking until she talked back.
But now it's happened again... and I just can't do it again... this time she's going to have to fight for it too. So that it won't happen again.. or at least, I hope, not so easily. She hurt me a lot last time and this time is no different. If not it's even more hurtful... because she shows she doesn't trust me...
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omg thats so sad...